its been really long time...

haven post up my pictures from taiwan trip and Macau trip. Didnt even edit yet.haiz...

currently things aint going smoothly. Dad's in hospital right now. Hopefully the doctor can quickly resolve his problem.

Sunday was bad. Felt angry about some stuff. ran away from home for 3 nights...i felt so relieved those days without any restrictions.how i wished it was forever...

well well well....to be continued

sitting in the office feeling damn pissed off. and i meant DAMN PISSED! WTF. i came back office and reaslised my locker has shifted WITHOUT being informned. I opened up the damn bloody cupboard and found it's empty. What is this?

Shifted my stuff without telling me? Shifted the place without letting me know? feel like breaking up the damn cupboard and see.thanks to the WondErfool womaN. Is she stupid or what?

tobe continued

hope the shares bring me luck today...

i am so looking forward to the paintball session this saturday. Hopefully i would be able to slot in. Excited as it's my first time and also,it's been a long time i met up with old friends...

Went to my first yoga session on monday. hohoho...alot of movements and positions i cant get it...i must have looked stupid. but i did my best...It felt great after the whole session.

some people just doesnt seem to wake up their bloody idea. It's time they grow up and not rely on people anymore. I am sure it's just bloody plain fucking excuse -and that is LAZINESS.I just can't believe it....They take things for granted.and best of all its NATO. well, i guess they think it's ok to do so. but good luck to them to their future. hur hur... i wonder what lies ahead of them.i would be once be firm and not give in. yup that will be it.


gotta be more focus and not let external factors affect me.I CAN DO IT!!! off to gym!

Went to gym today... nice workout by the personal trainer.

I kind of vent it out on the kicking session today...damn tired.

Thanks to friends who came asking about how I am after reading my previous post...

Yesterday i was irritated by Haosong who came SMSing my old mobile number saying like this. "Hi,if you do not want to lend me money,can you don't go around telling ppl that i am borrowing money? Thanks. " WTF??? somemore he use unknown number. straight away i knew it was him...

Kept thinking over it and got pissed off. So i went to MSN and shoot him...

29/07/2009 10:53:51 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. hey is ur number 82510316
29/07/2009 10:54:36 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u there? is that ur number?
29/07/2009 10:55:45 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. my friend received a msg from it... anyway i have already changed my number few months ago
29/07/2009 10:59:00 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ Yes..
29/07/2009 10:59:14 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ Did you tell Gerald that im lending money from you last time?
29/07/2009 10:59:46 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i told him on a trip abt the msg
29/07/2009 10:59:56 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ Why did you tell him?
29/07/2009 10:59:59 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. y
29/07/2009 11:00:34 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. firstly, u ain't honest at all. giving me reasons that dun link til someone told me
29/07/2009 11:00:58 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. the very first time i did wanted to lend u. when u asked me.
29/07/2009 11:01:09 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. after someone told me some stuff i held back
29/07/2009 11:01:30 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ He scold me in facebook, " You are a Fucking bastard, din you know everyone in music circle knew that you are lending money everywhere. why u so irritating? Do you know that your name is bad? " He told me this..
29/07/2009 11:01:38 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. huh
29/07/2009 11:01:57 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i am, i really did need the money to pay for my car rental insurance cause i buank ppl's car.
29/07/2009 11:02:01 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. but u urself post a post on it
29/07/2009 11:02:04 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i have to pay my insurance.
29/07/2009 11:02:19 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ b4 that he already knew, he said is u told him.
29/07/2009 11:02:21 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. but u told me its for other purpose
29/07/2009 11:02:34 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i post it there just to ask ppl who can lend me.
29/07/2009 11:02:44 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i told u for car rental insurance mah.. nv lie.
29/07/2009 11:02:55 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ but i didnt told u tat i buang ppl's car need to pay for it.
29/07/2009 11:03:08 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ unless i tell u someting else.. which i don think so..
29/07/2009 11:03:34 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u told me steven owe u money n such
29/07/2009 11:03:38 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. but i didn't reply
29/07/2009 11:03:44 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. if he owes u money
29/07/2009 11:03:48 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. get it bac k from hIm lor
29/07/2009 11:03:58 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u tell me also no use i cant do anythIng
29/07/2009 11:04:30 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ oh, he did owe me. but he haven give me. i sms him and emailed him my teaching collect payment slip that tat time he and his ex wife quarrel, ends up payment delayed. i also forgotten bout it coz in ns mah..
29/07/2009 11:04:37 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ic
29/07/2009 11:04:41 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. anyway
29/07/2009 11:04:45 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. so far i can tell u
29/07/2009 11:04:48 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i told gerald
29/07/2009 11:04:50 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. other than that
29/07/2009 11:04:51 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. no one
29/07/2009 11:04:51 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ya, i know. that's y i tell him again, he giving me back slowly. he nids money in china for some down thingy.
29/07/2009 11:05:04 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. but there are ppl who are telling tales abt u
29/07/2009 11:05:05 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i know, but can next time don tell ppl bout such thginy? not very nice.
29/07/2009 11:05:08 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. which i get to kNow
29/07/2009 11:05:11 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ they say wad?
29/07/2009 11:05:25 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. abt ur NS stuff
29/07/2009 11:05:29 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u buang car
29/07/2009 11:05:37 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. forget le la
29/07/2009 11:05:38 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ns stuff? who say?
29/07/2009 11:05:48 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i buang car is ya, correct. 2 times. tats y.
29/07/2009 11:05:53 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i owe them 60k.
29/07/2009 11:06:04 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ my parents paid for me alr, so i have to pay them back slowly.
29/07/2009 11:06:05 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. then y dun claim insurance
29/07/2009 11:06:11 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ what about my NS thingy?
29/07/2009 11:06:23 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u told me u were officer?
29/07/2009 11:06:44 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i totally believed it. i mean we were chatting on msn tat time i remember
29/07/2009 11:06:53 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i mean small chat so it doesnt really matter anyway
29/07/2009 11:07:05 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. but turn out ppl saying it's nt true
29/07/2009 11:07:05 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ya.. officer. sign on.
29/07/2009 11:07:14 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ wad did they say about me?..
29/07/2009 11:07:22 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i mean i dun wanna find out who right or wrong also
29/07/2009 11:07:26 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. not my business also
29/07/2009 11:07:30 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ uh huh..
29/07/2009 11:07:47 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i don nid to know who say, but i nid to knw wad else they bad talk about me which is not true.
29/07/2009 11:08:50 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. anyway...u are also contradicting... u need $ to pay. then now u say ur parents paid already
29/07/2009 11:09:02 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ pay already.. still got another car accident.
29/07/2009 11:09:08 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ 2 accident happens during the same month.
29/07/2009 11:09:16 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. then y dun claim insurance?
29/07/2009 11:09:16 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ pasir ris, just nid $1800 to fix.
29/07/2009 11:09:31 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i canot, is my personal accident. tat time no insurance yet.
29/07/2009 11:09:47 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. u rent car or drive ur dad car
29/07/2009 11:10:37 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ rent car and drive dad;s car.
29/07/2009 11:10:43 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ my dad;s car paid the 60k.
29/07/2009 11:10:52 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. then ur dad car one y dun claim insurance?
29/07/2009 11:10:59 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ the rent car nid to repair, so have to paid 1800, got to pay myself.. father don care.
29/07/2009 11:11:03 PM ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. i mean can cLaim under insurance ma
29/07/2009 11:12:04 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ i cant claim, can only claim back 500. cause my dad pay the lowest insurance. weekend car somemore.
29/07/2009 11:12:12 PM ~ Victor ~ - Back from Hell.. ǝɔuǝʇuǝs sıɥʇ ƃuıpɐǝɹ sı qɯnp qɯnp ɐ 3rd party no insurance la...


I know it is hard to read... BUT it is IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU are the cause to the bad name in the first place. And from wad i kNow,Gerald wouldnt phrase his wordings like this.
Called Gerald and told him about it.... haha... I tink this fella is really a joker himself.

somethings i just couldn't understand....it ain't anyone's fault. it's a matter of understanding and also a matter of each and individual character.

Often i think to myself why i could be so stubborn at times. And also why i could be so heartless. Now what i really feel is, i think money can do wonders. Should really start saving more...treat myself to a better life. Or even go overseas and never to come back again.

I've never really totally forgive or rather open up the knot to what you said to me few years ago.
Indeed,i did complete my tertiary education. But i think you had a big part to play for almost stopping my education. Not that i enjoyed studying, but given a choice at that time,i would still wanna further.But you never ever ask.

Putting my name into this house was also by no choice. You've never thought of the consequences of my later stage. At age 21, i am already stuck with a big loan on hand.

You've never put me as priority. All you wanted was to go everything your way. Regardless of what i have in mind or planned.

Does it make a difference whether i am at home? I don't think so. Perhaps, i am just a chauffeur whom you need whenever you need to or when you could not find YOUR FRIEND. Yes i am ignorant to the household chores. I am ignorant to the contribution of the finance to the household. But tell me why should I?

WHy did i slugged myself to work during my poly time? juggling myself from morning til after midnight. Never said a single thing about it rite? Could still remember that few year's CNY. i even worked on the first day of CNY.

Many other things that are kept away from me. Yet i get to here a bit here and there once in a while. I tried ignoring it as i didn't wanna know the truth as wad is done is done.

SOmebody tell me what to do...